The dream started off with me visiting a very wealthy family that i didn't know well. my poorness was emphasized by my lack of choice of clothing. my dad was gone for the day on some tourist thing, so i was left in the house. as usual there was this vague notion that they were evil, but they did nothing wrong.
on one particularily hot day i wore a flippy black mini skirt comanda, and i was topless. when some important banking CEO came for lunch, i put on a black cardigan. but my tits were soooo big, that i could keep it closed and my boobs were just popping everyone's eyes out.
a snobby girl with her silent man were sitting on a large plush chair and she made a rude comment about my situation. my anger compelled me to get right in her face. i got up on top of her straddling, and then matched my face with hers and said "do you have a problem with my out fit?" she just stared. "i have nothing else" I explained.
I went upstairs and found some clothing someone provided me. my dad was back now and in the shower, so i closed my door. my uncle peter was there too. then i changed and someone came in and i bought a plane ticket to germany.
i think i was with ola, a friend from grade school. we where in this giant mall, and you had to pay to get on the escalators, and the airport was on the top floor three levels up.
on the top floor, ola dropped her ticket, and it fell to the second floor, she turned into judith, and used some tape that was keeping a deco up, and lined it down to her ticket. it caught and she brought it back up. "genius" i complimented.
that's when i realized that i had used my plane ticket accidentally in the escalator pay booth. i was afraid to go back and look. i assumed it was lost forever and the plane was leaving soon.
there was a huge line and we had to wait a while. ola and judith and now jen sanchez were there in line. they all left to get food at one point, and left me in line. in front of me was a convict who was cuffed. the ticket man made him remove all his items. he gave him a drl a paper clip and a ticket. the man let him go.
i asked the man about my ticket problem, but i couldn't find my drl, so i gave him my gym membership. he said i was out of luck and couldn't go. it turned out ola couldn't go because she made a fraudulent ticket which was perfect except that the encoding was the old kind they no longer used. judith couldn't go because she was acciated with us, but jen was on her way to germany.
walking back i was complaining that we could have just used paper to pay for the escalators. but a maintence man over hearing said they changed that. that's when i saw my ticket lying on the edge of the escalator where i must have dropped it. i felt like a douche.
December 13, 2008
December 05, 2008
Time warp continuum
This dream starts off with eric and i running away from a girl who wants this important legal document printed on blue paper. we loose track of each other, and i enter this home which is furnished with many large peices made of what looks like dark wood. the family tells me they make it from cheeper wood and paint it to make it look like it's worth more. this makes them evil. it turns out this family is belong to the gurl who was chasing me.
i stuff the document in my pants, b/c i dont think they;ll have the gull to look there. but they get their four yr old daughter to do it, because four yr old would do that kind of thing. but i catch on when she is trying to feel my pants, and i yell at them telling them they are disgusting for exposing there daughter to this kind of world.
i run away again, and i'm going up some escalators in a mall. i have escaped her, but when i look up i see her standing there. but her hair is different. it turns out that it's her from three days from now. she tells me the document no longer matters in three days, so she is much nicer too me now.
She takes me back to the house, but into the back yard this time. In the garage there are a whole bunch of scary looking people and they are slowly sawing the neck of a chained up victim. I'm really weirded out, but the girl tells me that if i want to remain safe i should just stick to her younger sister Celeste. I decide to go in the garden and from here we see that the scary ppl accidentally set them selves on fire, and they are burning in blue flames.
Two start to come towards us, and i take sticks from the garden to shoot at them. they seem affected by it, but they still approach. I climb like spider man with my back to the wall, up the garden parimeter, but as we climbed the bad guys grew in size to match our height. Then i kicked them and then turned to red jello and blue jello. the other gurl said she should join them and turned to green jello. i used some hooks in the wall to swing to safety.
I then went to Celeste's room and she lay sleeping. I crawled into bed with her and she made small noises of pleasure. the four year old came in and asked what they were doing in the garage. i felt bad because the poor gurl was being corrupted so young. then the phone rang and she said she'd get it. but the phone kept rining. then i realized it was the phone in real life.
i stuff the document in my pants, b/c i dont think they;ll have the gull to look there. but they get their four yr old daughter to do it, because four yr old would do that kind of thing. but i catch on when she is trying to feel my pants, and i yell at them telling them they are disgusting for exposing there daughter to this kind of world.
i run away again, and i'm going up some escalators in a mall. i have escaped her, but when i look up i see her standing there. but her hair is different. it turns out that it's her from three days from now. she tells me the document no longer matters in three days, so she is much nicer too me now.
She takes me back to the house, but into the back yard this time. In the garage there are a whole bunch of scary looking people and they are slowly sawing the neck of a chained up victim. I'm really weirded out, but the girl tells me that if i want to remain safe i should just stick to her younger sister Celeste. I decide to go in the garden and from here we see that the scary ppl accidentally set them selves on fire, and they are burning in blue flames.
Two start to come towards us, and i take sticks from the garden to shoot at them. they seem affected by it, but they still approach. I climb like spider man with my back to the wall, up the garden parimeter, but as we climbed the bad guys grew in size to match our height. Then i kicked them and then turned to red jello and blue jello. the other gurl said she should join them and turned to green jello. i used some hooks in the wall to swing to safety.
I then went to Celeste's room and she lay sleeping. I crawled into bed with her and she made small noises of pleasure. the four year old came in and asked what they were doing in the garage. i felt bad because the poor gurl was being corrupted so young. then the phone rang and she said she'd get it. but the phone kept rining. then i realized it was the phone in real life.
November 28, 2008
the park and the forest
I'm in a really green park with old tall trees and nicely manicured lawn. some boys are terrorizing geese, and i say to the familiar person beside me that i'll slap them up side the face the next time i see that. but then i see geese terrorizing squirls, so i go up and separate them. then there is a huge stand of trees, and a path. as we enter, there are all this 'endangered animals' like squirls and frogs coming out of the forest. there are so many of them and i dont want them to go into the park and i kick some of them to stop them. but my friend says not to worry because they are resiliant. I dont believe it, but i acquiesce. when we go down the trail there is a bus which has all these animals on it, like noah's ark. i am made to sit beside some bees, but they stinge me, their pain waking me up.
November 25, 2008
Batman and the vampires
I was Batman with Superman's powers and my girl friend was Mary-Jane. There was a hoard of vampires taking over the city and it was my job to save them. However, they were hunting me, and I could see them spying on me when I looked out the window of my apt. Then they were leaving notes in my bed, telling me they would get my girl. I thought, this is enough. So i opened the window and shouted into the street that i would fight them, but it better be the leader, as i wanted to end this once and for all. I met with the leader and we faught high in the atmosphere. The leader was surprisingly easy to beat.
At some point there was also a pharmacy in a tomb. And at the end there was an old book store and my dad was there...
At some point there was also a pharmacy in a tomb. And at the end there was an old book store and my dad was there...
November 05, 2008
I am working in chase and they want me to fill out my bathroom break schedule. But i'm thinking that i dont know when i'm going to want to pee. so i place myn an hour b4 lunch to try and get through the morning.
the office is grey and unwelcoming, and a td customer comes in and has all these special requests. in my head i'm thinking how the worst of both jobs are incorporated here. my boss decides i dont fit in and sends me home.
while sitting on the back of the bus, and red head gets on. he has straight thick red hair. He is mentally handicapped. he gives me a wet kiss on the cheek. Although it made me feel uncomfortable i thanked him to be polite. his response was "okay, i will". as i was deciding whether i should move or not, he moves closer to me again and starts making out with my neck. i try to push him away but he's too strong. i see the bus driver looking at me from the review mirror. I want to just should to the red head that this is sexual harassment, but think he wont understand any way. The more i struggle the larger his mouth gets, until his mouth goes all the way around my neck and i feel his warm moist tongue pressing against me.
then i wake realizing i need to pee.
the office is grey and unwelcoming, and a td customer comes in and has all these special requests. in my head i'm thinking how the worst of both jobs are incorporated here. my boss decides i dont fit in and sends me home.
while sitting on the back of the bus, and red head gets on. he has straight thick red hair. He is mentally handicapped. he gives me a wet kiss on the cheek. Although it made me feel uncomfortable i thanked him to be polite. his response was "okay, i will". as i was deciding whether i should move or not, he moves closer to me again and starts making out with my neck. i try to push him away but he's too strong. i see the bus driver looking at me from the review mirror. I want to just should to the red head that this is sexual harassment, but think he wont understand any way. The more i struggle the larger his mouth gets, until his mouth goes all the way around my neck and i feel his warm moist tongue pressing against me.
then i wake realizing i need to pee.
August 25, 2008
evil plants and my fantasies
I'm in a store that has a bunch of sculptures and things. I'm looking at them all and thinking how nice they look. The store owner starts talking with me about religion along with another man who appears to be a regular. I make a comment about how I think Christianity is dwindling, but the store owner tells me that it's actually larger than it ever was. After our conversation I decide to purchase a small plant, and she also lends me a book about her religion, which appears to be quite cultish. She says I can return it whenever I like.
When I get home there is a delivery boy that keeps buzzing at my door. I didn't order any food, so I ignore him. He keeps buzzing tho, and for some reason I find myself letting him up into my apartment. He has cheese fries, and i am gobbling them down. it occurs to me that they might be poisoned. i am just rambling on, and my rambling are so interesting that the delivery boy accidentally eats from fries too. Suddenly he passes out b4 me, confirming that the fries were poisoned. I decided i should drag him into the hallway and lock the door so that he isn't in my house when he wakes up. Since i ate more fries than he did, he would wake up b4 me. however, just as i drag him into the hall i pass out b4 i am able to lock the door!
He wakes up and starts to rummage through my house to steal things. however, i have nothing of value, so he is forced to steal things like my oven mitts and tea towels to make it worth the effort. this makes him swear profanities and as he says, "Christ almighty" and other religious swear words, my plant begins to grow and entangles him, trapping him there. the plant also grows out the window and into the floor below. a little gurl doing homework complains to her mom that the neighbours are not trimming their plants again, and the mom gets upset and calls the police.
the plant is growing towards me and is about to entangle me to when the police arrive and chop up the plant and arrest the thief. As I come to, i say "thank god" which make s the plant start to grow again. out of experimental interest, i say thank you to the police, and the plant does not grow. it seems that talking about god makes the plant grow out of control.
As the police are cleaning up the plant and chopping it into pieces, a seed disguises itself as a gram of weed. a male roommate comes by and stashes it in a junk drawer. later on i go into the basement where i do my crafts and there is also a small change room which is magical an the three shower stalls each contain a fantasy of mine. in this dream they are all women. the one that wins out is a plump and sexy black haired women that is all over me and pressing her soft body into myn.
then i suddenly fall through this big movie screen which brings me to another dimension. I am in toronto, except that there is a sky train. It's raining really hard. I need to get on the sky train and am running for it so that i dont miss it. I have a deja-vu from another dream where i was doing the exact same thing but in a sunny amusement park. in the other dream the platform had no safety rails and when the train took off i was afraid that i'd fall off the edge, but i did not. in this dream i was runny to catch the train, which also suddenly took off. there were not safety rails and because this time it was raining, i couldn't stop in time and i DID end up falling off the edge!
i was falling for a long time, long enough to think "wow, i actually fell off the edge" and long enough to fall long enough that i started to think "gee, i've been falling for a long time now...am i going to die?" and then suddenly i landed like a bag of sand on a huge metal sheet which was part of a fairy. I suffered no inguries even tho it was a hard fall. i looked up to see two gurls who had parked here and were climbing the increasingly inclining sheet upward. there was also another person doing the same. the incline was too steep for me with the shoes i was wearing and i would just slip and fall into the water below. with some struggling i propped myself behind this protruding metal thing that came out of the sheet and had a handle for me to hang onto.
just in time too, because the big metal sheet was actually a fin of the fairy, and as it tilted vertically those girl fell to there death in the water below. the fin started to raise and i thought it was raising me to safety deus ex machina style, but it then went even faster plunging into the water below. i was hanging on tight, but was just going deeper into the water, and decided i must let go. i held my breath as i waited to float to the surface. but i wasnt' even sure if was floating to the surface. it was a long time, but when i did, the 'surface' was that big white screen from the fantasy room. there stood my fantasy gurl who came to sweetly dry me off.
while she is doing this, a delivery man comes to the change room and knocks on the door. i dont want the man to see my fantasy woman, so i wait till i think she passed behind me, when actually she is standing behind me. i open the door and the delivery man sees my fantasy and says "oh, i-i'm sorry, i'll just leave the package upstairs" and he runs off. i turn to the gurl and she gives me an innocent smile. the door closes and fades to black.
meanwhile, the delivery man unwraps my package and places it in front of my apartment. it's a fishman's hat. with little decoys and hooks in it. the seed that disguised itself as a gram of weed had by now turned into a spool of white thread and came out of the drawer and sewed feathers into the hat so that i would think it's beautiful. when i came upstairs, i did indeed find it beautiful, but the white thread was not sewn in well. i looked in the junk drawer and found a spool of white thread. i put the hat on my head and went to the basement to fix the hat.
as i was threading the needle amanda came down stairs and said, "thank god i found you" with this the thread began to grow from the hat and started to entangle me. i threw the hat onto the table. "we have to burn all the thread" i said. amanda pulled out her lighter and began burning the threads from the hat. when the spool realized what we were doing it tried to escape up the stairs. i caught it but it was slipping and i wrapped it tightly around my hands until my hand was turning purple. the string was strong and was trying to pull me up the stairs, and i had to step on the string and then wrap it around my hands. once i had collected the whole thing amanda and i decided to burn the whole hat as a precaution. we put the spool of thread into the hat and burned it all. we watched it until it was nothing but black ash.
when i went back upstairs there i saw the cult book laying beside the empty plant pot. i decided i really didn't want to read that book. i went back to the store which was closed at that time, but had a book shelve with many books on it with a sign that said, 'return whenever you like', i suddendly felt guilty about not reading the book, and opened a page to read. but it was so fluffy and lacking substance, that i closed it and placed it on the shelf.
the end!
When I get home there is a delivery boy that keeps buzzing at my door. I didn't order any food, so I ignore him. He keeps buzzing tho, and for some reason I find myself letting him up into my apartment. He has cheese fries, and i am gobbling them down. it occurs to me that they might be poisoned. i am just rambling on, and my rambling are so interesting that the delivery boy accidentally eats from fries too. Suddenly he passes out b4 me, confirming that the fries were poisoned. I decided i should drag him into the hallway and lock the door so that he isn't in my house when he wakes up. Since i ate more fries than he did, he would wake up b4 me. however, just as i drag him into the hall i pass out b4 i am able to lock the door!
He wakes up and starts to rummage through my house to steal things. however, i have nothing of value, so he is forced to steal things like my oven mitts and tea towels to make it worth the effort. this makes him swear profanities and as he says, "Christ almighty" and other religious swear words, my plant begins to grow and entangles him, trapping him there. the plant also grows out the window and into the floor below. a little gurl doing homework complains to her mom that the neighbours are not trimming their plants again, and the mom gets upset and calls the police.
the plant is growing towards me and is about to entangle me to when the police arrive and chop up the plant and arrest the thief. As I come to, i say "thank god" which make s the plant start to grow again. out of experimental interest, i say thank you to the police, and the plant does not grow. it seems that talking about god makes the plant grow out of control.
As the police are cleaning up the plant and chopping it into pieces, a seed disguises itself as a gram of weed. a male roommate comes by and stashes it in a junk drawer. later on i go into the basement where i do my crafts and there is also a small change room which is magical an the three shower stalls each contain a fantasy of mine. in this dream they are all women. the one that wins out is a plump and sexy black haired women that is all over me and pressing her soft body into myn.
then i suddenly fall through this big movie screen which brings me to another dimension. I am in toronto, except that there is a sky train. It's raining really hard. I need to get on the sky train and am running for it so that i dont miss it. I have a deja-vu from another dream where i was doing the exact same thing but in a sunny amusement park. in the other dream the platform had no safety rails and when the train took off i was afraid that i'd fall off the edge, but i did not. in this dream i was runny to catch the train, which also suddenly took off. there were not safety rails and because this time it was raining, i couldn't stop in time and i DID end up falling off the edge!
i was falling for a long time, long enough to think "wow, i actually fell off the edge" and long enough to fall long enough that i started to think "gee, i've been falling for a long time now...am i going to die?" and then suddenly i landed like a bag of sand on a huge metal sheet which was part of a fairy. I suffered no inguries even tho it was a hard fall. i looked up to see two gurls who had parked here and were climbing the increasingly inclining sheet upward. there was also another person doing the same. the incline was too steep for me with the shoes i was wearing and i would just slip and fall into the water below. with some struggling i propped myself behind this protruding metal thing that came out of the sheet and had a handle for me to hang onto.
just in time too, because the big metal sheet was actually a fin of the fairy, and as it tilted vertically those girl fell to there death in the water below. the fin started to raise and i thought it was raising me to safety deus ex machina style, but it then went even faster plunging into the water below. i was hanging on tight, but was just going deeper into the water, and decided i must let go. i held my breath as i waited to float to the surface. but i wasnt' even sure if was floating to the surface. it was a long time, but when i did, the 'surface' was that big white screen from the fantasy room. there stood my fantasy gurl who came to sweetly dry me off.
while she is doing this, a delivery man comes to the change room and knocks on the door. i dont want the man to see my fantasy woman, so i wait till i think she passed behind me, when actually she is standing behind me. i open the door and the delivery man sees my fantasy and says "oh, i-i'm sorry, i'll just leave the package upstairs" and he runs off. i turn to the gurl and she gives me an innocent smile. the door closes and fades to black.
meanwhile, the delivery man unwraps my package and places it in front of my apartment. it's a fishman's hat. with little decoys and hooks in it. the seed that disguised itself as a gram of weed had by now turned into a spool of white thread and came out of the drawer and sewed feathers into the hat so that i would think it's beautiful. when i came upstairs, i did indeed find it beautiful, but the white thread was not sewn in well. i looked in the junk drawer and found a spool of white thread. i put the hat on my head and went to the basement to fix the hat.
as i was threading the needle amanda came down stairs and said, "thank god i found you" with this the thread began to grow from the hat and started to entangle me. i threw the hat onto the table. "we have to burn all the thread" i said. amanda pulled out her lighter and began burning the threads from the hat. when the spool realized what we were doing it tried to escape up the stairs. i caught it but it was slipping and i wrapped it tightly around my hands until my hand was turning purple. the string was strong and was trying to pull me up the stairs, and i had to step on the string and then wrap it around my hands. once i had collected the whole thing amanda and i decided to burn the whole hat as a precaution. we put the spool of thread into the hat and burned it all. we watched it until it was nothing but black ash.
when i went back upstairs there i saw the cult book laying beside the empty plant pot. i decided i really didn't want to read that book. i went back to the store which was closed at that time, but had a book shelve with many books on it with a sign that said, 'return whenever you like', i suddendly felt guilty about not reading the book, and opened a page to read. but it was so fluffy and lacking substance, that i closed it and placed it on the shelf.
the end!
August 15, 2008
scents, slides, and slugs.
There were many people in this old house, many of them seniors. There was some Avon perfume samples going around and everyone was smelling them. I smelled a sample myself and the smell was so divine that it made me excited and i wanted to jump around and move, and i was smiling, it was a great high, and i found that many others were feeling the same, and a mambo line started. I really felt like marching. The perfume was just such a wonderful scent that i wanted to express my joy by marching. And apparently so did everyone else. Hoards of seniors began marching out the door and into the cold wintry night. sleek ice covered the ground and this oddly struck me as unwise. as much as I wanted to march, and oooohhhh the urge was so strong to keep on marching right out that door, i forced myself to resist for the good of all the seniors.
i could not help them on my own as i could not resist the urge to follow for too long, so i didn't stick around to see which way they marched. instead i ran upstairs to amanda and lucas who lay in bed just lazying about chatting. i urged them to help me to see which way they were going, but they didn't rise and just smiled and stared. i was so angry because they didn't understand the urgency so i accused them of being uncaring heartless ppl. finally, they acted to help me, but not because of my protests, but only because they saw that i was truly concerned. much like parents checking the closet for monsters for a nervous child they agreed to check the back while i checked the front. sure enough i saw the seniors marching off. just as amanda came to join me, she saw them march like tin soldier's around an icy corner.
"Look!" amanda pointed to an elderly flying through the air. he landed perfectly from his projectile trajectory onto a slide formed with ice. as on a luge, he slid quickly out of site to an unknown destination. again, an elderly flying through the air and landing on the slide. this time we saw the source: a small yellow and black catapult behind a snow fort. We ran to the slide careful not to fall sliding away and tried to capture the elderly as they came. we obstructed their course and lay them to the side where they remained in their zombie like state. only after saving three seniors did the person operating the catapult notice.
Slowly, the driver came around the fort. the catapult mechanism had been left behind but the driver remained inside the the central peice, driving it like a mini tank. the top hatch was open and as i climbed up on top of the machine, i looked in to see a living baby doll opperating the machine.
'stop!" amanda shouted, "it's too dangerous".
"It's a baby!" i called back.
"What?" amanda wasn't sure she heard that right but i didn't repeat myself.
"I have to kill it!" I continued.
"You can't kill babies" she protested.
I was determined. It was evil. I stuck my foot in to crush it. In response the living baby doll spun the machine wildly round and round to try and shake me off, but i was still on that buzz, and held on tight. i pushed my foot in to try and crush it as amanda watched in horror.
i wasn't sure if the baby was dead, but the machine had stopped moving. With out any words between us, amanda and i decided that we couldn't risk trying to go down the slide. we would want to walk it, but slippery as it was we would fall and meet the same doom as the elderly b4 us. we collected the three seniors we'd saved and brought them into the house for some soup to warm up.
inside there was a boy, and the remaining residence we gathered around him. he was putting leaves inside a small box which contained a slug. but this was no ordinary slug and really stood out to me as THE object of the dream. it was two inches long, and bright white with grey patches, the way a cow might have. it was rather cartoony and had a cute face and little alien like antennae. "where did you get that from?" i asked.
The boy told a story to us all:
On the south end of the river it is already summer, and every morning i go there to swim. usually i swim along the shore up stream and float back home with the current. There is a rock at one point in the shore which forms a groove. Most of the time i will sit there and take in the scenery for a few moments. This morning when i stopped there, i saw two slugs. One was an ordinary slug, and was the first one i saw. it was on a leaf and was crawling to the edge of it. the further it crawled the more the leaf drooped, until the weight caused the leaf to detach from the stem and it fell into the water and was carried away. The second slug was on the rock, and was this magnificent thing. It was just so beautiful that i wanted to take it home and show everyone. i put my hand out and it crawled onto my hand. at first was worried that it was a leech and would suck my blood, but it didn't and i found it friendly. I kept my hand above water and floated back to the cottage, and put it in this box, but now i'm not sure what leaves to feed it to keep it alive. do you know?
I looked at the slug, and had never seen any thing like it in my life. "no," i said.
i could not help them on my own as i could not resist the urge to follow for too long, so i didn't stick around to see which way they marched. instead i ran upstairs to amanda and lucas who lay in bed just lazying about chatting. i urged them to help me to see which way they were going, but they didn't rise and just smiled and stared. i was so angry because they didn't understand the urgency so i accused them of being uncaring heartless ppl. finally, they acted to help me, but not because of my protests, but only because they saw that i was truly concerned. much like parents checking the closet for monsters for a nervous child they agreed to check the back while i checked the front. sure enough i saw the seniors marching off. just as amanda came to join me, she saw them march like tin soldier's around an icy corner.
"Look!" amanda pointed to an elderly flying through the air. he landed perfectly from his projectile trajectory onto a slide formed with ice. as on a luge, he slid quickly out of site to an unknown destination. again, an elderly flying through the air and landing on the slide. this time we saw the source: a small yellow and black catapult behind a snow fort. We ran to the slide careful not to fall sliding away and tried to capture the elderly as they came. we obstructed their course and lay them to the side where they remained in their zombie like state. only after saving three seniors did the person operating the catapult notice.
Slowly, the driver came around the fort. the catapult mechanism had been left behind but the driver remained inside the the central peice, driving it like a mini tank. the top hatch was open and as i climbed up on top of the machine, i looked in to see a living baby doll opperating the machine.
'stop!" amanda shouted, "it's too dangerous".
"It's a baby!" i called back.
"What?" amanda wasn't sure she heard that right but i didn't repeat myself.
"I have to kill it!" I continued.
"You can't kill babies" she protested.
I was determined. It was evil. I stuck my foot in to crush it. In response the living baby doll spun the machine wildly round and round to try and shake me off, but i was still on that buzz, and held on tight. i pushed my foot in to try and crush it as amanda watched in horror.
i wasn't sure if the baby was dead, but the machine had stopped moving. With out any words between us, amanda and i decided that we couldn't risk trying to go down the slide. we would want to walk it, but slippery as it was we would fall and meet the same doom as the elderly b4 us. we collected the three seniors we'd saved and brought them into the house for some soup to warm up.
inside there was a boy, and the remaining residence we gathered around him. he was putting leaves inside a small box which contained a slug. but this was no ordinary slug and really stood out to me as THE object of the dream. it was two inches long, and bright white with grey patches, the way a cow might have. it was rather cartoony and had a cute face and little alien like antennae. "where did you get that from?" i asked.
The boy told a story to us all:
On the south end of the river it is already summer, and every morning i go there to swim. usually i swim along the shore up stream and float back home with the current. There is a rock at one point in the shore which forms a groove. Most of the time i will sit there and take in the scenery for a few moments. This morning when i stopped there, i saw two slugs. One was an ordinary slug, and was the first one i saw. it was on a leaf and was crawling to the edge of it. the further it crawled the more the leaf drooped, until the weight caused the leaf to detach from the stem and it fell into the water and was carried away. The second slug was on the rock, and was this magnificent thing. It was just so beautiful that i wanted to take it home and show everyone. i put my hand out and it crawled onto my hand. at first was worried that it was a leech and would suck my blood, but it didn't and i found it friendly. I kept my hand above water and floated back to the cottage, and put it in this box, but now i'm not sure what leaves to feed it to keep it alive. do you know?
I looked at the slug, and had never seen any thing like it in my life. "no," i said.
May 15, 2008
Essay to write
In my dream I had this essay still to write. It was my very last one. Except it was on top of all the others i had to write in waking life. So it was unexpected. It was to be 15 pages. i wrote ten pages and it came to me easily enough, but after that, i didn't know what else i would write. i gave it to the TA to look it over as did two other students i know. the TA looked them over and handed them back to the other students. It took her a few minutes longer to go through mine and i sat on the ground against the wall and watched her. then, when it was ready, she eyeballed me and i came over an picked it up. i was too embarrassed to look at the mark right there so i left straight away. she gave me a 9/20 but without comment, so i wasn't sure if she gave that to me because it was incomplete. i was disappointed but decided to head home. there was this crossing at a cement river with an elevator on the other side. i met meg and glo there. they had cameras because they were making a video, and i joked that they got them to document my beauty by faking modesty "oh you guys surely dont need to go to those lengths-just for me!" the smiled but didnt think it was all that funny. they bore my presences, as we piled into the elevator. i made small talk with glo, while the elevator went up and down the floors non-sensically. then meg was gone, we got off at the same floor as we got on, and glo ran to meg who was standing at a bus stop without saying good by. there is was this giant hill of ice which was then covered in snow. in the ice was frozen foot prints that could be used, if one was careful, to climb the steep hill, but you had to find them under the slippery snow. as i did this, engineer dave was there and prodded me along to climb, but insisted that i also cover the tracks behind me so that his friend matt below would not know our trick. the whole time i dreamt this, i felt like i should be writing an essay, not doing whatever i was doing, much like back in school.
April 15, 2008
stop motion crackers
i had this dream this morning that was in stop motion animation. it was like watching in the movie rather than being a character. it's about these two graham crackers that want to do a road trip to mexico. they are american and come to a fork in the road. one way leads to canada and the other to mexico. they need to get their passports validated,but the jumping been (known for his exceptionally large sombrero), has died and they can't get their passports validated. instead they lie in the desert sand, and let the grains fall into the cracks and grooves of the graham cracker, now with parts of mexican in them, how could any one deny their mexicanness? they went on their way filled with the golden glow of mexican sand on their fine cracker bodies.
March 22, 2008
angry about juice
sorry, i've been having really weird dreams but have been busy with school and havent written them down. it's a shame because they often are having to do with ppl i know.
this recent one was quite an angry dream.
in the dream i was at a party and there was food. it was at the livebox, and i really wanted to eat the cheese on the platters and every one was watching a movie. then engineer dave was there and he want to play around. i think he accidentally spilled some juice on me, but i had an extra pair of pants on underneath. the pants underneith were a white silk with a black pattern on it. and they were the most beautiful pants in the world i loved them, and didnt want them dirtied. but engineer dave continued to joke around and tried splashing water on me. when he got me, i wanted to get him real bad,and tossed a jug full of purple koolaid at him, but missed and it landed all over amanda. she was visible annoyed and i apologized but i was really pissed at engineer dave. like i was like i actually hate you! i love these pants. i want to choke you!
it's was really intense and i'm upset that i would be this mad at a person for something like that, but in the dream, my lust for these pants was so intense.
this recent one was quite an angry dream.
in the dream i was at a party and there was food. it was at the livebox, and i really wanted to eat the cheese on the platters and every one was watching a movie. then engineer dave was there and he want to play around. i think he accidentally spilled some juice on me, but i had an extra pair of pants on underneath. the pants underneith were a white silk with a black pattern on it. and they were the most beautiful pants in the world i loved them, and didnt want them dirtied. but engineer dave continued to joke around and tried splashing water on me. when he got me, i wanted to get him real bad,and tossed a jug full of purple koolaid at him, but missed and it landed all over amanda. she was visible annoyed and i apologized but i was really pissed at engineer dave. like i was like i actually hate you! i love these pants. i want to choke you!
it's was really intense and i'm upset that i would be this mad at a person for something like that, but in the dream, my lust for these pants was so intense.
February 06, 2008
Underground birth
in waking life i had been reading about an article that documented 5 years old having given birth to children. it's a very strange phenomenon and thankfully quite rare. i'm not sure which is more weird: the rarity of a hormonal disorder that develops a child before she is mental capable, or the fact that some pedophile took advantage of her.
at any rate,
later that night i had a dream that there was this child about to give birth, but because she was so young she had to give birth underground, to appease the gods. a small dark hole was dug for her and the tunnel lined with bricks. they requested that she enter and sit in the hole at the end of the tunnel until she gave birth. as she began to enter, my perception was now hers. i was afraid there would be insects in the tunnel, but it was necessary to enter. there were some cobwebs and a lot of dirt but it was fine. in the hole part there were some roots, but suddenly i went into labour and gave effortless birth. i then emerged from the tunnel not understanding what had happened and why i now had a new baby sister.
at any rate,
later that night i had a dream that there was this child about to give birth, but because she was so young she had to give birth underground, to appease the gods. a small dark hole was dug for her and the tunnel lined with bricks. they requested that she enter and sit in the hole at the end of the tunnel until she gave birth. as she began to enter, my perception was now hers. i was afraid there would be insects in the tunnel, but it was necessary to enter. there were some cobwebs and a lot of dirt but it was fine. in the hole part there were some roots, but suddenly i went into labour and gave effortless birth. i then emerged from the tunnel not understanding what had happened and why i now had a new baby sister.
Bathing Suit Confusion
In this dream i'm heading to the pool but my bathing suit keeps getting misplaced, and i almost forget to wetdown etc. the dream is just me feeling uncomfortable in the change room.
February 05, 2008
pumpkin head breaks green light
the headless horseman comes as an omen of bad news, but his msg is cryptic. around the site of our cottage in the woods there are many lights (similar to street lights) there are amber and red and green ones every where in different assortments. the headless horseman with a pumpkin for a head breaks all the green lights in the vicinity with a long staff he enters the house and looms ominously at us children standing at 4 am, bed hair and all. then he rides off into the night. what does the msg mean? we dont know: we're just children. but we get a broom and try to clean the broken glass and find that all the broken green lights have beetles in the cavities of the bulbs. we give up for the night and go back to bed.
January 29, 2008
Prom
I don't remember the rest of this dream, only the disturbing part. I was walking with a friend and suddenly we were in this green park and music for slow, but memorable dance was playing from a nearby instrumental band. I looked around and saw many ppl dancing. I started to dance with my friend, so that i could fit in, but then i also realized all these ppl were dressed very well, in suits and such. "why is every one dressed up?" i ask my friend. she says "well it's prom" "omg!" i say "i didn't even know it was prom! i did this in high school too!" i am wearing the bumbiest clothing and there are many ppl i know but not well. i feel really upset that i forgot about such a big event.
January 23, 2008
Mafia Lawyer
I had a dream I was a male lawyer. Well kinda. I was me, and was going to replace this lawyer who was like an action hero. but how i become the successor is a part of the dream. and as they show the man's capture/death, i am this person. no i realize that this is a dream, but i am trapped in the dream kinda. well, let me just relate the dream:
the entry point of the dream is i'm in a my glass office, and some environmental crime is going down, and i am ranting some high profile lawyer talk at an intern, when suddenly a man in a maroon suit bursts into the office, claiming i ruined his case, as he is off to jail, but police officers are in close proximity and are now pulling him into custody. however, this is not good enough, he needs to be dead. so i pulled this gun from a display case for just such a moment, and shot a hole right through his back. one so big that you could see the light on the other side coming through, and as he fell to the ground, you could not distinguish his blood from his jacket. as i was shooting i was emerging from my office and running down the stairwell. although the police we right there for the purpose of the now dead man, there where many of them, and they began to pursue me. the me that new i was dreaming was like that was dumb, now they'll case you. you shouldn't have shot him in front of them. but the lawyer me, was like no, this was necessary. plus they will take the other stairwells. sure enough, most do but because of the time that elapsed for the argument i had with me, one cop was on our tail. but no sooner did my lawyer self utter that they should take the other stair well, was the cop beckoned by radio, and went off to leave us to our escape. unfortunately my left leg was becoming paralyzed and i could not rely on it for standing and because to hang onto the railing and swing myself around the curving stairs to descend further and faster. at one level, there was a room and i thought i saw a slide, but it was just part of a machine and went nowhere. the rest of the room was empty. i returned to the stairwell, and found that the stairs seemed to end in midair requiring a jump to the ground level. usually this would be of no concern to this hero but with the paralysis getting worse this was trickier. i knelt down on the last stem to get a closer look. it was a chemistry lab below. and it seemed these stairs were here to reach the top of a machine from above. on a ledge slides of specimens where in a box. i marveled the detail of this dream. wow, i thought, i cant believe i bothered to dream something like that. but then i started going blind too, and was worried, because i could no longer move properly. i was going blind and more and more paralyzed and feared i would fall into the chemist's machine, so i forced myself to wake up. which was hard to do, despite the fact i knew i was dreaming.
the entry point of the dream is i'm in a my glass office, and some environmental crime is going down, and i am ranting some high profile lawyer talk at an intern, when suddenly a man in a maroon suit bursts into the office, claiming i ruined his case, as he is off to jail, but police officers are in close proximity and are now pulling him into custody. however, this is not good enough, he needs to be dead. so i pulled this gun from a display case for just such a moment, and shot a hole right through his back. one so big that you could see the light on the other side coming through, and as he fell to the ground, you could not distinguish his blood from his jacket. as i was shooting i was emerging from my office and running down the stairwell. although the police we right there for the purpose of the now dead man, there where many of them, and they began to pursue me. the me that new i was dreaming was like that was dumb, now they'll case you. you shouldn't have shot him in front of them. but the lawyer me, was like no, this was necessary. plus they will take the other stairwells. sure enough, most do but because of the time that elapsed for the argument i had with me, one cop was on our tail. but no sooner did my lawyer self utter that they should take the other stair well, was the cop beckoned by radio, and went off to leave us to our escape. unfortunately my left leg was becoming paralyzed and i could not rely on it for standing and because to hang onto the railing and swing myself around the curving stairs to descend further and faster. at one level, there was a room and i thought i saw a slide, but it was just part of a machine and went nowhere. the rest of the room was empty. i returned to the stairwell, and found that the stairs seemed to end in midair requiring a jump to the ground level. usually this would be of no concern to this hero but with the paralysis getting worse this was trickier. i knelt down on the last stem to get a closer look. it was a chemistry lab below. and it seemed these stairs were here to reach the top of a machine from above. on a ledge slides of specimens where in a box. i marveled the detail of this dream. wow, i thought, i cant believe i bothered to dream something like that. but then i started going blind too, and was worried, because i could no longer move properly. i was going blind and more and more paralyzed and feared i would fall into the chemist's machine, so i forced myself to wake up. which was hard to do, despite the fact i knew i was dreaming.
January 07, 2008
Vague Recolection
There were two women and a baby, and they traveled for two weeks through an ocean. One woman sat on a noodle or some similar floating toy, and the mother sat on her shoulders and held the baby. they suffered through storms and cold and hunger, but made it alive. When they got to shore someone mentioned to them, that if they had waited another hour before their swim they could have taken a boat instead.
At some other point in the dream there were wolves. Angry, hungry wolves which I was constantly trying to escape. Eventually, I did.
At some other point in the dream there were wolves. Angry, hungry wolves which I was constantly trying to escape. Eventually, I did.
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